To be honest, I'm not a sensitive person, and even some of the emotionally retarded. Married for some time, I did not see that his heart belongs to another. I'm just surprised that he's fits and starts, but he is always strange a very sad look. I think these are for his mother he was still sad, I only have to work harder to take care of him.
time we always fight, always one or two things. He was I found my mother did not like him, and also identified his whole family looked down on the left hand. Now think about it, he was all this noise, all of my dilemma, but also another layer of reasons for this, as he began to regret and I got married . Sometimes, I think he read my eyes, almost transparent when I was like everyone else, I fail to understand why. In fact, at that time, his lover, she has been secretly do not want to travel between two people in another such day, she only regretted his marriage, his marriage is also angry that they have begun fighting. This is when he and I always mention the reasons for the divorce.
but I was not intimidated by him, I am a traditional woman, married to was not prepared from. I told him that we are in the running, I tell myself that everything will be fine. Until that day, the truth finally white.
really ironic. know that they the feelings of that day is my birthday. We went out to play during the day and at night, he received a phone call, just listen, do not say anything. put down the phone, he went out, long before I came back. came back he sat on the sofa just a daze, it seems cried. phone rang, he went on, still less that, just listen, there seems that some people crying. then he seemed to stop crazy calls.
I asked him, he did not said. ask, he said, you know I'm afraid things will be very hard to accept. then stupid as I was also vaguely guessed clues. I asked him, is a woman? He nodded. I said, `Be honest, I only would like to know the truth, since I figured out some, you do not say that I might have to be more uncomfortable.
he said, from their acquaintance, to know each other, to love, to the phase from, to the corners, the spouses, to Unrequited Love . all the eight, all told me.
The first sentence is actually: I am a third party.
know the truth, I still love him
know their thing, I is not never thought to quit. However, repeated Dian, total Instead, think from the more painful. family will not blame me, but the thought that they would worry about me, for I am sad, for me to worry about, I was very uncomfortable. and I finally found a feeling of home, but also will disappear, I will alone. More importantly, I still love him, will bear lost a loved the feeling of personal pain that I do not want to experience.
Another point, which I the key to give her a divorce. because from beginning to end, his attitude, do not propose to leave me firmly back to her. So, I still stubbornly waited at his side. always take care of him, their feelings, and not much to say.
love triangle into the three of us in this state, there was very rare.
three of us have talked face to face, we asked him two women, in the end choose? he does not answer, he could not answer. one love, one is grateful. he would say very forced, and I do not choose who I both have to give up. he does not give her, and I refused to take the initiative to withdraw, we This has been through life.
not fared so.
calm, the two of us living fairly harmonious. all the truth, he no longer pick on me and my family problems. And the face I tolerance and understanding, he is full of regret for me, for I'd much better than first got married. he was looking for her every time, for me, are very painful thing. Sometimes I would cry, he would Hold me tight to comfort me. Then, I will clean up the mood, and his every day. He said, I was the world that he can calm the woman, and this, even she can not do to.
fact,UGGs, I also know that sooner or later, the balance between the three of us will break, not a woman, a man will put his favorite wife around every day, and I think she can not stand.
In fact, I sympathize with her. She always thought that one day he would, she said, follow me. that she would abandon everything to go anywhere with him. But she always can not wait for these words. She also thought completely away, but he was always to keep her, he could not bear her, she is certain of his emotional attachment. In fact, she can not bear. they like Hao Zhao.
he started but I can not
Love me, she was gone h
this summer, something has changed.
his holiday, I did not leave. so that he stay at home every day, very boring, so he returned home to see relatives. He only went to a week, but I'm sorry, we have been separated more than three days after marriage. first night, he has been hugged me, comforted me and told me he would come back soon. He also has a trace of sadness for me is not assured. The next day morning, he was early in the morning by train, and I catch up with the tone of his door and told him to be careful to quickly come back. He went downstairs, I quietly opened the window to see him upstairs. I'll never forget this scene: light rain , he insisted on the blue umbrella out of the cell door, suddenly raised his head and directed at the window, I smiled. Then we locked eyes, and suddenly, I have a feeling of electric shock, and I believe he also . because he pulled out his cellphone and dialed my phone, told me that my wife, do not say I could not bear to go Well, I'll be back soon. I listened to him laugh, with tears streaming out.
he had gone I cried for a long time sitting at home. I know that he has begun to love me.
separated from those days, he called me every day. I think he, and he did want me,UGG boots, one day at noon He came to me call home, I went out to play. night he called and scolded me, little crazy, do not go home at noon, I think you a rare return, you will not,Bailey UGG boots, causing me to wait until the evening. I'm on the phone sweet smile here.
he finally came back. We hang out together every day. I look hurried home, he would give me good food at home. We crowded on the sofa watching TV at night, every time I looking back at him, he would kiss me look. He said we were kissing fish. He said that he had ever, the most peaceful, happiest day is this for weeks.
In fact, for me, then why is not it.
for a long time, he has almost forgotten her. but he, after all, still misses her, he called her one night, he said to me a very successful lie, ran out to see her.
the night, they talked about what I do not know. I only know he came back, our happy life is over, and he is extremely depressed. The next day, she began to call, call him. night, come home, they still call. Later, I could not help but grab the phone and she said, before we know they do. had they had a falling out, they are always noisy, and this is particularly fierce fights. He actually hit her. I was stunned. he and I both years, had never undergone.
he was too depressed, there has been sitting down in silence, I suddenly very angry. For a long time then all of a sudden all the smoldering out. I do not play with anymore, I do not then let them develop, and then do, somebody gets hurt, I do not want any of that was one of us.
I cursed him , who has never been so fierce and abusive terms. I call him is an irresponsible guy, I called him so much and you still can not tell what people do not do that. I called a woman that he would play. I cried, I cried for him that I was too tired, I want to end it all. I want him to give me a result. He was crying, holding his I have always said I'm sorry I'm sorry, he'll love me, and I live each day.
then let them go on the way.
between she and I should say there is no contradiction. After several conversations, we also enjoy each other a little more with each other. That night, we said on the phone said that, ah ah. each said many of his scenes with us.
her down. All along, she thought that between him and me, no feelings. because he was there, she said, from our lives, always put cold cold. However, I talked to her, bit by bit between us, she was disappointed. I am also disappointed. I do not know in his mouth, we are such a state. He said to her, and me without the slightest feeling very tired of me, just not me, touch me do not like.
she and I are like pouring a pot of cold water, cool thoroughly . I do not know that he is happy only because Yaohong she said, or this is his true feelings. and she has been saying that he has fallen in love with you, he gave me a love incomplete.
I said to her, anyway, I want you to end this suffering people's feelings, but also the feelings of no hope. I told her that I will exhaust all means to break them, and defend my family. I said to her , she really is a sensible woman, you should know how to do it. She said she would leave him, used to for hope, that he only likes her one, sooner or later to go with her. Now she knows, He refused to go because, not only because of face, but also because he could not bear to me.
he went to her there, I let him go,UGG boots cheap, I think this thing in the end. I do not want this go on, this is not a normal life. he went for a long time, come back and tell me, between them is done, and she was gone.
story here seems to be over. she was gone, he was very painful, very remorse. He asked me why every time he chose to, he would choose me. I do not know why. But I know this is not really the end, they uttered many times to break up, are not divided, this time, do not know is not the same as before and, not long before he or she will not restrain the thoughts in mind, and come to each other.
and I, myself have had a knot untied, he said to her those words about me is not true. Perhaps, it does not matter. married a year of life, experienced a lot, I'm really tired. I think time will dilute all, restore peace to us all wounds . I hope she gone well, I know that if she was a lonely home, will be bitter, but I really do not want her back.
I might give him, this man, in the end is not really worth I have to fight? I often think this.
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